.:.Limbo.:.

I STILL don't know about the job yet. It is absolutely starting to drive me crazy. I potentially will start at the hospital in one month! The family I work for now already has a replacement starting for me on July 1st. (It isn't the kind of job you just give 2 weeks notice for!) So, if I don't get this job I will be unemployed. Not so great when putting gas in my car costs me $70!!! Maybe if I buy less food at the grocery store the gas won't be such a tight squeeze. Then I will eat less & lose weight...not a bad idea, but not really going to happen :)
The good news, none of my friends have heard from the hospital yet about a job. So that means they are still trying to determine the graduate nurse positions.
The bad news, I am anxious about what is going to happen, will there even be a position for me?
All of this makes it really hard to focus on the NCLEX. But I have started reading my Kaplan book and Monday(yesterday) marked my first day of questions. I did 105 in about 1 hour. I would've liked to have done more. My goal is about 120-175 a night. That will put me at about 7,320 - 10,675 questions by August 1st. It is so hard to stay focused, but I have a lot to lose if I don't!